Belle with Long Hair

Finally, little belle has grown up with her hairs grown! Not too long but it's definitely longer a lot compared to last time. Hehe, she's still as cute as she used to be. But I heard lots of complaint about her naughty-ness and smartness. Hope she'll be a little bit more obedient so that she won't give big trouble to aunt Jessie.

Touched

'And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides'

I was touch when he told me he wants us to be engaged.
Now it's not the time to give the answer yet, but I'm very sure I love him.

* Do not marry the person you wanna live with, but marry the person you can't live without with *

38 hours of reunion

His favourite Fish Head Mee Hun Soup. Praising of the good taste for N times.

Yummy!

Difference between the one who is very pro in eating fish head & the one who is not

1st couple pic in the meet-up

A very nice aunty did us a favour because seeing us SS lol

Our favourite frapuccino- chocolate cream chip

You're damn charming!

Sago with Gula Melaka at Aunt Nyat- VERY sweet (look&taste)

Taking picture when he's complaining about maxis customer
service had made him waited for so long, so there goes the awkward smile.

My first ever visit to A&W in KLCC. The onion rings very nice!

His favourite sweetened drinks

31% off BR!!!

Smile before start dining.

It's empty! The pint-sized ice-cream. very very nice!

There goes my 38 hours together with him. Though short, we still enjoy ourselves.
The hugs and kisses for me will sustain me for 1 month!
I need to recharge again in next month- the day he is coming back 26th Sept.
Looking forward to that. Miss him like crazy, never say bye bye!

Worst ever

I took my result for pharmaceutic class test.
Dr. Ong texted me.
" Jae Ying, ceuticals result is B-"
The B- was so catchy, and I was totally stunned.
Couldn't accept the fact that is what I've got.
I knew that I didn't pay much hard works on the class test, but usually I can do pretty well.
But ah ah... not for this time...
Though I looked ok and sounded ok, teasing myself for that, I still felt a bit of upset.
What I can do now is just do whatever I can and PRAY hard.
Should really be more determined and put more commitment into it.
Nothing comes easy!

P.S Thanks dear for not scolding me :p I was so afraid that he will nag me for that.

Gathering

Had a short gathering last night with some ex-classmates.
One of them I have not been seeing her for 3 years plus, time flies.
However, time is not a obstacle. I found the gathering was quite ok and all of us busy sharing our life. Most of them are graduating soon too! Some in this year and some in the next year.
Ah, feel so frustrated because I've 1 and a half year to go. I'm the latest among them.
Well, other than sharing life, we were not forgotten to talk about other people.
Haha, as usual, the girls like to be concerned on other people.
I think gathering among will be getting lesser when everyone starts working at different places,
so must be appreciate in every meet up! All the best, pals!

When a Dog loves a Cat

I've just finished this Hong Kong series entitled 'When a Dog loves a Cat'.
The ending is not a perfect one back in those days.
I realised that nowadays drama has been made being very realistic.
You can't find those fairy tales anymore in drama except taiwan-produced (which I think is over-exaggerated).
I miss the previous hongkong drama a lot with a good and joyful ending.

When a Dog loves a Cat = impossible, because both are of different species.
This can be related to a relationship between a totally different kind of couples.
The drama made this relationship works however, finally, the guy died of cancer!
No meaning of watching it =.="

Coming soon

The day I have been waiting for is coming soon.
Next Friday will be the day.
After 1 and a half month of separation, i guess this meet-up will be a fresh one.
Looking forward to it.
And please my body, don't get sick. I wanna fully utilize the time to be together!
Shew shew.. sick go away!

Plan:

1. Go for Wall-E movie.
2. Go for nice meals.
3. Go for desserts.
4. Go for shopping.
5. Go for karaoke.
6. Go for starbucks.
7. Go for more picture capturing.
8. Go for groceries.
9. Spend quality time together!

Ahh, is it too much for just 1 and a half day? yeah i guess so....

Wallpaper from Him

From Love into the vein, hoping that I could learn all about LOVE!

Love someone = heart stolen by him/her, and there's the scar.

What it shows on the face totally express all it wanna said!

Disappointment of LOVE- but I'll try to pull it up AGAIN!

Especially for you, the 1 and only heart of mine

Thanks to my darling sharing such cute and romantic and meaningful wallpapers with me.
He's getting better I must say.
Hehe can't stop loving you!

LCW Fever!

Today after lecture, me and some of my batch mates being very enthusiastic, we went to student lounge to watch Olympic 2008 Badminton Men's semi final. It's match between our national player Lee Chung Wei and Korean player- Lee Hyunil.
The match was great! Especially when there was a whole bunch of people, sitting together, cheering for our player! You can really feel that how desperate were we, hoping our player could go into the final! And yes, he made it! It's a new record for himself, as well as the nation. You are our proud!
Hope that he can really win the first ever gold medal for us. Go Go LcW!
Heart you *shy*

Kepong Fiesta

Yummy Creamy Butter Crab

Honeydew 'sai mai lou'

Very nice and juicy fat crab! But it's really a way too expensive, miss seafood back at hometown.
My favourite dessert! Yeah, it's as nice as usual. Thanks to Sean I the host.

Family

Angelina Jolie and family picture had just published in magazine lately. She just gave birth to 1 boy and 1 girl twins. This family picture is really nice, sweet and warm. Make me dreaming of 1 day i will be having 1 of mine too. Hehe. I think not long from now. ( sounds confident huh? ) Yeah, after reproductive system lecture. The thought of being mother is brought forward. Lecturer claimed that nowadays there're lots of infertility problem due to late pregnancy. So I decided to bring the plan earlier from 29 to 27. Is it possible? depends on the other one too. Haha.

Alive after death

Had a really serious talk and discussion with him about our relationship last night.I pointed out that, our communication, point of view are different and blamed him for being not romantic and not that concerning. He tried to explain to me. From that, I started to see that he was actually working very hard and putting lots of efforts in this relationship. Well, I'm the one who just know how to complain. Kinda embarrass of myself. Anyway, at last I told him something that I regretted to tell.

I said: I have the feeling of not being able to be together for the rest of my life.
He's totally stunned, speechless. And at last he sounded fed up of me.
I was really afraid, afraid of loosing him and yet I told him that I don't want to be together.
I texted him for lots of times and no replies from him at all.
That's not the usual him. No matter how he will always reply me immediately.
So i thought he's really angry and gave up in this relationship.
I was getting more nervous and afraid now. I don't know what to do but just stared at my handphone. Just when I was about to confirm that we're over, my handphone rang!

Him: Dear, what're you doing there? Don't wanna sleep yet?
Me: Erm.. doing nothing, will be sleeping soon. Why don't you reply my sms? You're angry is it?
Him: What?! I didn't receive any of your sms dear.
(when he told me this, I was totally relieved! He was not actually angry of me, he was not giving up on me, he didn't receive my sms!)
Me: You scared me dear! (crying as if there's no one else out there)

And I was crying my heart out for more than 10 mins.
I was blessed, he still have faith in me.
And I really regret, I shouldn't say that.
Thank GOD he's still with me.
I think I'll never be able to leave him.

My Favourite Dinner

Ingredient:
Maggie Instant Porridge (Abalone flavour)
Carrot
Chicken fillet
Fish cake

That's my fast and delicious dinner- porridge.
Though it's not so healthy since it's instant food, but i've tried to make it as healthy as possible by adding some meat and vege.
I think should put something green inside but it's a bit disgusting with green leafy vege inside haha.

Induction of Aunt's flow

The 1-day late coming of period has got me into nerves. It's all because I can't deal with all the PMS. So I did some reading on how to relieve PMS and how to induce period. Guess what? I found some information are really ridiculous and funny haha.

To relieve PMS:

1. Do more exercise
2. Eat chocolate
3. Evening Primrose oil
4. have sex! (this is the great finding i saw online haha)

To induce period:

1. Drink more tea.
2. Drink cranberry juice (i thought is for UTI)
3. Take 4 doses of Panadol at once (ridiculous!)
4. Immerse your feet in hot bath water
5. Drink more caffeine.

Hahahahahaha... I really found out that internet information aren't reliable. All are based on self-assumption. I also have my own theory to induce period: drink more cold drinks, eat food that are considered 'yang'. The consequences include induce period and extreme period pain. Hahaha isn't a good choice but no matter what, I am willing to be in extreme pain rather to bear with PMS!

新的开始

昨晚抱着疲惫的心睡着了，梦里还是有他，那不可能抹去的身影。
今早起身，世界好像变的好美妙，我已不想再去想任何的事了，那些让我伤心的事。
决定要好好对待自己，就是吃饱饱啦！哈哈！
那事....就顺其自然吧！

#世界上最长的距离是你和我心的距离#

了解

‘为你写诗， 为你静止，为你做不可能的事，为你我学会弹琴写词， 为你失去理智 ’

突然，我渐渐领悟到人因了解而分开这句话。吴克群这首为你写诗，写得真赞！可惜，对于某些人，这是无聊的。我已经确定他是不可能会做这门儿的事，而我也终于看清这个事实了。我的心好疼，已好久不曾有过这样的感觉了。我觉得我们之间已经出现裂痕，一道不可能抹去的疤痕。一定会觉得我很肤浅吧？为了芝麻绿豆小事而闹情绪。我也是普通女孩一个，憧憬童话故事里的画面，做一些不可理喻，异于常人的事。我感觉自己想挣脱那依靠已久的怀抱，那我本来想永远依靠的肩膀........

I'm like a baby

Best describe my feeling now.

Boring lecture

Yeah, this is what the guys did during a superb BORING lecture. I'm the one who took it?
Nonono.. I am a very focused person hehe... It's taken by my colleague- Chiaw Wei. Best shot of the month!

Shopping

I bought some stuffs during last weekends. Ops, not I bought actually, mum actually was the one who paid for all of them. Haha. I think I'm being really too obedient because I just bought that little! 1 top 1 pants 1 belts and a pair of shoes! That's all. I should do more shopping when he is around. Argg... Sales are so tempting!

PMS

PMS a.k.a Pre-Menstrual Symptoms

For no reasons, I got PMS very seriously this month.
Ah, I really hope period comes faster so I need not to suffer anymore.
Hormone fluctuated, my mood fluctuated too!
I will be depressed suddenly, no mood to do anything at all.
Even I heard that he will be coming back, I had no feelings at all.
I hope this is a PMS matter but not my actual kind of feeling.
Doubt....
Women are complicated!