1 August 2009

Sometimes I really feel that I'm not that great after all.

I don't deserve to be loved or to love.

I feel like wrapping myself like a cocoon, stay away from all the problems that haunted me.

I want to withdraw myself from it.

Can I?

I can't breathe anymore.

I am dehydrated.

I am gonna breakdown soon.

Baby or Babies?

We always fight over on how many baby/ babies that we wish to have. So, one day.........

Vin: I want 5 baby boys!

Jac: No way. 2 babies are more than enough. 1 boy + 1 girl.

Vin: Cannot!! *after a little thought* Discount for you, 3 babies: 2 boy + 1 girl.

Jac: I don't want! I don't want to get fat. Now already very fat. After giving birth, I can't imagine how will I look like!!!!! *shout her heart out*

Vin: Nevermind, I sponsor you to go for Maria France Bodyline. Plus, I'll keep an eye on you to help you in losing weight.

Jac: Okay then. *reluctantly* But I want to give birth and finish all the business by 30.

Vin: Hmm... can postpone until 32? 28, 30, 32 each of the year 1 baby, so altogether 3 babies :D

Jac: NO WAY! Before 30. *very firm* If not, 2 are just enough.

**Both of them remained in silence for quite a while.**

Jac: Ahh.... I got a best solution. 28 and 30 years old give birth. But if you want 3 babies then make sure one of the year you can make TWINS!

Vin: *faint*

I heart Golden Retriever

Adorable isn't it? Fluffy, plumpy and cutey!

Smart, friendly, best friend of yours ;)

I love to go to the Wonderland Pet Shop at MV. Why? Because they always keep at least 1 golden retriever puppy right there. Each of my visit, I would spent at least 15 mins just looking at the puppy inside their little house. I want it, my dream puppy :) I will own you 1 day!

Daorae @ Sri Hartamas

A very cool design to avoid you got BBQ-ed lol

A variety of side dishes

BBQ pork I think

Kimchii soup with a lot of 'liu' inside

Kimchii Fried Rice- Highly recommended

Another kind of fried rice that's available on menu

Korean style seafood pizza- the texture more like chinese pancake,

no cheese but rich in seafood flavour (prawn, calamari etc)

Charcoal for BBQ

BBQ beef

8 of us hanging out that night

We squeezed hard into one side of the table,

luckily we're slim enough to do that ;p

Time to say goodbye!

I feel that korean dishes are healthy one. They use less oil and also seasoning. So it's a pretty good way to control your diet. Also, their propotion are kinda small and yet filling. Will come back for this I'm sure, but not too often because quite costy (= had spent 30++ for just dinner!

The knowledge of watching horror movie

I went to the cinema few days ago for my second ever horror movie entitled "Drag Me to Hell". It has been showing up 1 month ago but due to overwhelmed transformer fever, the movie had been off-screen for a period of time. Anyway, I'd chosen the 4.00 p.m. slot for the movie and watched together with Vincent. I dare not to admit that I'm brave and have big gut, however, I'm daring enough to finish the whole movie. Here are some tips that will help you out throughout the whole movie:

1. Grab someone sitting next to you HARDLY. Turn your scare into action but not sound.
2. Always be prepared for a frightening scene if the movie gives you funny backkground music.
3. Discuss with the one next to you, guessing when will the funny thing pop out and scare you!
4. Turn your head around, watch the people, see their facial expression and SMILE on them. (This can make your concentration least)
5. Close your eyes when the important and exciting scene appears.
6. Take deep breathe after getting tachycardia.

Yeah, that's how I survive throughout "Drag Me to Hell". No doubt it is a real successful piece of work, but I guess I'll not go back for such movie in a short time. I was having adrenaline rush since the beginning of the movie. Give me beta-blocker!

Distance again

1 month time passes real fast. Vincent is going back this saturday and we'll again separate at 2 different places. Great time that we'd spent together in this 1 month time. I guess I will feel lonely again without his companion. Anyway, a new semester for him, may God bless him in everything!

Sick

Gastric hunted me since last night, though I had took medicine, it just reluctantly to go away :(

This morning, I went to toilet for 4 times. Gosh! Why?! I still having my first-ever research lab session later, but I feel so weak now. I want health. Always. Dad, mom I miss you guys a lot :'(

A quick one

Just to let you to catch up what I've been doing all these while. I am so lazy to blog recently for no reason, perhaps lack of inspiration and motivation.

So, currently I am busy preparing my research proposal which is a big headache for me. With my just-fair-enough english languange proficiency, I struggled quite some time in reading the informative yet sophiscated journals. And I also turning hard to rephrase all the sentences that I want to copy into my proposal (which is prohibited). Anyway, I managed to finish 95% on yesterday and now I'm busy looking for my supervisor who is MIA! Pray hard that he will be reappeared before the deadline.

Secondly, I am enjoying the time spending with Vincent. He has the longest break-ever in his 3-year medicine course, i.e. 1 month! Although holidays are plenty, I can't manage to travel around together with him because of all the lab trainings and

proposal. So, sorry dear. Anyway, we still enjoy hanging around at home, playing badminton, jogging, window-shopping, watching movie and food hunting :) I have the chance to brush up my cooking skill now, came up with a few new recipes such as salted vegetables tofu soup. It's really yummy!

Next, I was really bothered by my meaty body and yet I can't resist delicious food. I'm still thinking hard to find the best and most suitable solution here. Pray hard for this too!!! Currently was financially tighted because of overspent. So, restricted from shopping which made me depressed :( I got big dark eye circles and eye bags!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They make me look sick and OLD! Bodyshop eye gel is not working. Banned it! Gotta change as soon as I finish it.

Arrgghhhh.... BEH TAHAN!

Okay, that're the updates till then.