乱了

最近的心情起伏好大...
明知不能触碰的边缘，偏偏好像踩了一只脚下去...
我很努力地把自己拉回来...
但愿我能和从前一样...
不受外界的影响...

End of attachment

My 9-day attachment was officially end yesterday. Just want to jot down some feelings and memories during the attachment at Klang hospital.

1. Thanks to pharmacists there- friendly, smart and very helpful.
2. Thanks to patients there for letting me to clerk their case and disturb them every morning and afternoon for my case follow-up.
3. Thanks to the doctor for their 'great' handwriting in the bed head ticket.
4. Thanks to the nurse for clearing our doubts whenever we met troubles in ward.
5. Thanks to patient's family member for helping us to answer question on behalf of unconscious patient.
6. Thanks to my partner for working so hardly together with me.
7. Thanks to all my friends in the same group for bringing me so much laughter and fun.
8. Will miss the time during attachment: 1st task in every morning-clerk case, talk to patient & look at the professional doctor talking to his patient (who is really charming!)
9. Will miss the lunch time everyday- looking forward to makan at the nearest mall, chit-chat with the girls, and shopping!
10. Will miss the gossip time, discussion time, and time we spent together to complaint everything happened during the whole hospital attachment.

It's really a great experience and I feel that I still have a lot to learn! Learning is a life-long process, not only in this field but in every of them.

SPECIAL THANKS TO MY DARLING!
(He had been complaining that I'd forgotten him in this list ;p)

L.I.E

L.I.E = Lie
L.I.E. = Love is everything

Whichever I want to interpret, it's all depend on me.

Useless

I was so upset of myself when I got sick on the 2nd day of hospital posting.
I reluctantly walked into the ward to clerk case because I didn't want to overwhelmed by different bacteria and virus inside the stuffy ward.
I reluctant to interview and talk to patient just to avoid air-borne transmission.
I was worn out on the 3rd day and engine broken down.
I wish I could be stronger, physically and mentally.
I wish to learn more and perform at the peak that I could.
I wish to be more passionate in my profession.
But I just couldn't, I'm still not yet fit enough.
5 more days to go, HANG ON GAL!

Evolving

I felt relieve that my job has finally come to the end today. I was quite satisfied with my performance for these few days- being an obedient and caring enough. Though there were times that I still failed to comply with the rules set, luckily I was able to point out after each of them. I do hope that someone see the changes in me, changes that he wanted from me all these years.

Darwin's Law of Survival- Only those with high adaption traits shall be retained.

Stranger

All relationships start from being strangers.
From strangers, turning into intimate partners.
There goes stranger again because knowing each other too well.
It's like a cycle, but with an end point. It'll not go round and round anymore.

The Power of Nature

It's all wet, overwhelmed with the biological fluid secreted.
And it's still wet, after 2 hours of air-drying.
This is the power of natural secretion.