Useless

I was so upset of myself when I got sick on the 2nd day of hospital posting.
I reluctantly walked into the ward to clerk case because I didn't want to overwhelmed by different bacteria and virus inside the stuffy ward.
I reluctant to interview and talk to patient just to avoid air-borne transmission.
I was worn out on the 3rd day and engine broken down.
I wish I could be stronger, physically and mentally.
I wish to learn more and perform at the peak that I could.
I wish to be more passionate in my profession.
But I just couldn't, I'm still not yet fit enough.
5 more days to go, HANG ON GAL!