Best Shot

We're trying hard to get a best shot for the couple picture nowadays. Haha.
These were our first attempt and it turn out not so good.
We'll try again!

Holidays

Yeah, I'm in my 2nd week of holidays now. So what I've done all these time?

1. Hunting food everyday.
2. Watching tv- astro.
3. Sleeping for 7 hours at least.
4. Baked a cake during dear's birthday.
5. Chit chat with parents at night.
6. Singing Karaoke at home.
7. Exercise once.
8. Cleaning up my bedroom.
9. Quarrel with my dear.
10. Visit aunt and spend good time together.
11. Played badminton with few ex-classmates.
12. Yam-cha.
13. Diarrhea and gastric (Probably eat too many)
14. Did blood checkup.

And what's up next that I'm looking forward to?

1. My blood test report- Hopefully my health is considerably good.
2. Waiting for my result- Hopefully I do not need to resit.
3. Meet up my best friend- Hopefully can get some updated news from her.
4. Cut down on weight- which I think is impossible, because nothing to do here other than eat!
5. Increase the frequency of exercizing.
6. Spend more time with family.
7. Be more healthy!
8. Regain all the energies I used up during semester 4.
9. Be younger!
10. Save more pocket money so that I can shop when i get back in KL.
11. Prayer for victims in Sichuan.
12. ......................... etc ( too many to list down)

22.5.2008

The date was my dear's 23rd birthday this year.

Can't believe i had already celebrated his birthday for the 3rd times.

And this year, there was 1 thing different- I celebrated together with his family.

The dinner was very grand, lotsa delicious and yummy delicacies.

And his mommy cooked my favourite mushroom chicken feet for me.

We had our dinner together, it's really feel like a family having dinner together.

I'm glad to say that luckily I can mingle with his family members.

So what present I prepared for him?

I baked Tiramisu. Though it's not so successful, it's edible!

Dear, Happy Birthday. I hope I'm with you on every of your birthday ;)

May all your dreams come true!

Almost at the End

Can't believe that I've already finished 5 out of the total 8 subjects in this semester.
It was really a challenging, dreadful, tiring and stress semester for me.
I was quite amazed about how could I stuck in all of the notes into my brain.
But anyway, I'm glad that I could still manage to handle the questions, though some might turn out not satisfactory, around borderline I guess.
For the very first time, I have the feeling of just letting it go.
I'm being so fed up with all the exams going on, and I really want to sit for it without revising once again before the paper. However, I'm not that daring (coward!). I dare not to use my results as the token for gambling.
I'm a drug abuser during exam time. I take pills everyday for headache, fever, stomachache, diarrhea etc. I know this is nonsense, but it happened!
I really took all the medicines, to ease my conditions, perhaps they are just psychological placebo to make me more calm and peace.
Alright, now 3 more to go, and I am slacking, being very slow and steady. Revising without memorizing, just scanning and reading. I hope this works! I really cannot take in anymore and that's what can I do. I must pray hard. I had try my very best, I just desperately need a pass to the next semester. Then I'll be alright.
Couldn't wait any longer for the vacation! I got lotsa plans are waiting for me!
Still, PRAY HARD! May God Bless me!

Out of expectation

I really don't know how many times this happened. But today, it happened again. People should not put high expectation on something that they want, more directly is I want. I really cannot take the feelings of out of expectation, it totally pull me down into the valleys, as if I couldn't climb up anymore. Tears are flowing crazily, heart is aching so hard and my mind is totally disrupted.
I hate, I hate people who make a promise to me but they didn't meant it. And when they break their promises, they will give a lot of excuses, hoping that you'll be considerate and forgive them.
Seriously, I admit I'm not the considerate one. I try to be but I cannot.
Trying very hard not to upset by that but failed.
Trying not to think about it but failed.
Trying to concentrate on other things but failed.
Perhaps a good cry can wash away everything.

Be Appreciate

I received this email saying the above. This is not the first time the same e-mail, instead it's the 2nd time. Still, after reading it, I still have a very strong feeling toward it. The facts totally draw all my attention. And I feel like crying after that. I think we should really learn to be appreciate, no matter how small a thing is, we should appreciate. Things that we're complaining for being not good enough, on the other hand is very good for the children in Africa! Oh Lord, please bless the children there. And I hope in future if I have the chance, I'll lend a helping hand to them. May all the kids healthy always. They have the right to see this wonderful world, meet wonderful people in the world and try all the funs!

Mariah Fever

Since the day I watched the night of Mariah Carey in American Idol, I just couldn't take my eyes and ears off Mariah. (Sound a bit disgusting I know) But, that's me! Music is my life.
Her new song entitled "Bye Bye" make me so addicted.
I am touched by her voice, by the melody and by the lyrics.
My favourite phase in that song : " Never know I could hurt like this" It just hit the nail deep in my heart!
Though the song sounds easy to be sing, but there's lots of emotions that need to be put in.
I plan to sing this on my next visit to karaoke, haha.
Though the song is written for her passed away grandmother, but if it's dedicated to the lover, it sounds not bad too.
I don't know how to upload music here, if not I shall share with people out there.
Recommended song: Bye Bye from the album E=MC2!